Book 4
Chapter 5
Coachella – Week One Saturday (Addison)
Saturday felt less like landing on another planet and more like… logging back in. They already knew where the shuttle stop was, how long security lines really took, which bathrooms had the shortest waits. They knew which patches of shade actually stayed shady and which ones vanished the second the sun tilted.
They also knew what disappointment felt like here.
Anyma’s cancelled set still sat in Sean’s chest like a stone.
He barely said anything over breakfast at the glamping tent—just poked at his food and scrolled through people’s videos from Sabrina’s headliner, skipping past every post about the white text on the screens and the wind.
Grayson gave him until midday.
Then, in the sponsor tent, he nudged him with an elbow.
“Hey,” he said. “You still want to see Addison Rae today?”
Sean blinked.
“Oh,” he said, like he’d forgotten that part of the schedule existed. “Yeah. Yeah, I do.”
Michael, on a camp chair with his sunglasses on and his hands around a free iced coffee, raised an eyebrow.
“I thought Addison was more of a Week Two thing in your head,” he said.
“She’s a ‘whenever she’s on stage’ thing in my head,” Sean replied. “But yeah, she’s today. Outdoor stage, late afternoon. If we go, we should head out in like half an hour so we’re not in the back‑back.”
Grayson checked the time.
“Perfect,” he said. “Daylight set. Less chaos than last night. Think of it as… emotional chiropractic.”
Sean snorted.
“Addison Rae as physical therapy for my brain,” he said. “Sure. Why not.”
The Outdoor stage was bright in a way the main stage never could be at night.
The sun sat just high enough to throw everything into sharp relief—people, dust, the pastel colors of outfits that would disappear into shadow later. The crowd was packed but not suffocating. There were fans with signs near the front, kids in crop tops and cargo pants dancing to the DJ warm‑up.
Sean felt the mood shift as they arrived.
Last night had been all about tension—waiting for Anyma, waiting for something that didn’t come. Today, even before Addison walked out, the air felt lighter.
They found a spot a little back from the main crush, where Michael could see without being trapped.
“Okay,” Grayson said. “Explain Addison to me like I live under a rock.”
Sean grinned, the first real hint of it all day.
“She’s got this whole hyper‑pop‑but‑hot‑and‑self‑aware thing going,” he said. “Songs that sound like they were written for the inside of your brain after too much scrolling. Hooks for days. ‘Diet Pepsi,’ ‘New York,’ ‘I Got It Bad’—it’s all like being electrocuted by a group chat.”
Michael made a face.
“That sounds… alarming,” he said.
“It’s good alarming,” Sean said. “Trust me.”
The stage screens flickered.
A huge, glossy visual of Addison’s name splashed across them. The backing track slid in—glittering synths, a beat that thumped through the soles of their shoes.
Then she came out.
She didn’t slink or tiptoe.
She owned it.
Bright outfit, big hair, choreography snapping in time with the drums. The crowd near the front lost its mind, phones up, people screaming like they’d been saving their voices just for this.
“She’s not playing,” Grayson said, impressed.
Sean was already singing along.
The first song slid straight into the second without giving anyone time to breathe. The lyrics were sharp and sticky, the kind of lines that lived half as jokes and half as declarations.
Michael watched the stage for a while, then glanced at Sean.
His son looked… happy.
Not the blown‑open awe from Sabrina last night, not the grief‑edged quiet from after the cancellation. Just simple, bright enjoyment; hands up, moving with the rhythm, yelling words he clearly knew by heart.
One song in, she dropped into “Diet Pepsi,” and the whole section around them shouted the hook like it was a chant.
“Okay,” Michael said, almost to himself. “I get it.”
“You get it?” Grayson asked over the music.
“She’s doing exactly what she’s supposed to be doing,” Michael said. “She’s not trying to be Sabrina, or PinkPantheress, or anyone else. She’s being… Addison Rae. Loudly.”
Sean turned, eyes shining.
“Right?” he said. “This is what I mean. It’s not meant to fix your whole life. It’s meant to make your afternoon better.”
The sun slid a little lower as the set went on.
The songs blurred into each other in the best way—no dead air, no weird lulls. Just momentum. At one point she rolled into “Von dutch” and the crowd practically shook the barricades.
For a few minutes, Sean forgot about the big dark main stage, about the white cancellation text, about the way his stomach had dropped when his brain‑change show was taken off the schedule.
Right now, there was only this: a chorus, a beat, a field full of people choosing to be loud together in daylight.
When Addison closed her set and waved them off, the crowd roared like they’d just been given a bonus level in the middle of the day.
Sean clapped until his hands stung.
“That was so fun,” he said. “She was so fun.”
“She was,” Michael agreed. “And you needed ‘fun’ in capital letters.”
They started to drift away with everyone else, dust puffing up underfoot.
Sean glanced back once at the emptying stage.
“Okay,” he said. “Fine. Week One isn’t just ‘Sabrina plus disappointment.’ It’s ‘Sabrina plus Addison plus disappointment.’ That’s… better.”
Grayson bumped his shoulder.
“And Week Two,” he reminded him, “gets PinkPantheress.”
Sean smiled, small but sure.
“I know,” he said. “I think Addison just made it easier to believe that’s worth coming back for.”
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